Elijah - 2nd Heavenly Birthday

Our little boy turned 2 on April 21st...  We celebrated by having family over for dinner.  I cannot believe that 2 years has already passed.  I always thought that time would help the pain of missing him, but time doesn't change anything.  I still miss him just as much as that first day, maybe more.  And now that we have an amazing little girl in our lives, I often think about how much more amazing our lives would be with Eli as well.  I think about all of the firsts that we missed out on... first words.. first steps... It's definitely a hard journey losing a child, but we have to make the best of it.  All I can do is make sure Kay knows all about her big brother and keep his memory alive and part of our lives always.  <3